I can never forget the first two albums. But even at that age I was thinking with that much energy and passion in those lyrics, he must be highly 'motivated' in some way. Never knew he went through abuse and all.
Also I really can't agree with people online saying he was selfish by leaving behind his kids. He probably struggled through his mind demons as long as he could and then couldn't take it anymore. I hope he's found the peace he was looking for.
The last year McLaren won a race they still had Lewis Frikkin Hamilton. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯